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Monday, November 22, 2010

I will bless you and I will add no trouble to it

(written inside a van on my way to Taytay, Palawan)

I will bless you and I will add no trouble to it

Arrived at the check-in counter at 7:40am...for an 8:10am flight to Puerto Prinsesa at Terminal 3, i.e. declared late and unable to join the flight :( oh no (no excuses). So there I was at counter E-1, "Customer Service", with the attendee processing a rebooking for the next flight which is at 3:45pm. "Oh no" :(( Now i'm telling the story of how it turned out, unexpectedly well.

I'd say it's entirely my fault...but...my colleagues have been well very gracious. Malou and Liza arranged for a direct flight to Lio and van transfer to Taytay. At which cost I will not know, but leaves me "speechless".

Stares and awe after a "papansin" act propels me to do something (thus, the writing). I am left amazed at His incomprehensible blessing and favor. I did not do anything to deserve this - nor will anything I do compensate for the gravity and overflow of that which he has so richly blessed my life with.

I am not always in full and overflowing, but I am left to believe I am because my Father is my Provider. I feel like a princess on this van which was specially arranged for me. I asked my companion "...", and he said, "Yes"; this was a special arrangement. I guess it was obvious seeing the passengers were him me and my backpack.

11-22-10

Friday, September 3, 2010

I didn't know I had fear

There are happy days. Remember those days? And yet there are some tough days. Blessed in a lot of ways we are convinced we are, and yet we cannot help but feel deep sadness... because of the dysfunctions we see, or probably we just sort of feel alone even when we've got lots of close friends to run to.

I never realized it was fear. It was the same fear that Adam and Eve had.
...afraid my God would not pull through with His promises.
...afraid He simply did not really have a well thought of plan for my life.
...afraid He does not really love me or care about me.
...afraid I may have been fooled.*

"Take courage, I have forgiven your sins (Matt 9:2)," He assures me nothing can separate me from His love. He assures me no sin is great enough to keep me from His love.

Again, "Take courage sons and daughters of God, for He has overcome the world (John 16:33)". Take courage for He is sovereign and well able to fulfill His plans and purposes. He is mighty to make happen the promises He has given.

*rephrased from Fearless by Max Lucado

Monday, August 16, 2010

Tendays Hong Kong

One of the things I've learned, is to be steadfast. Unwavering unfaltering persistent committed unswerving firm loyal faithful constant devoted... Always, to no one but God alone.

So much I am learning. So much pruning, testing, enduring. Sometimes I feel it's beyond what I can bear, but I put my trust and hope in God. It is faith that pleases Him. In always, put your hope and trust in Him. He is God. :)

Thursday, August 12, 2010

Family

They have seen us at our best and at our worst. Though they may be able to accept us for all that we are, this is still no reason for us to show (or allow ourselves to freely show) ourselves at our worst with our family.

With all my heart I believe they love us. That a part inside of them always longs for our good. And they accept us for all that we are. They deeply care. They deeply love. Often times, we leave them deeply hurt when we think otherwise.

Sunday, July 11, 2010

Obey

Obeying His Word is as important as reading God's Word everyday.

We can listen to His voice in the stillness as we spend time with Him everyday, as we spend time reading His Word and praying. And OBEY as He speaks.

In whatever you do, work at it as working for the Lord and not for men. (Colossians 3:23)

Friday, July 9, 2010

Hope in God

A brief thought, followed by a song which helps...

I keep in mind, there is always the opportunity for thwarted hopes, but I could always find joy in God alone.

Forever (Hillsong)

I worship at your throne, whisper my own love song. With all my heart I sing, for You my Dad and King. I live for all your ways, to put a smile on Your face, and when we finally meet, it’ll be for eternity.

Oh, how wide you opened up Your arms when I need Your love, how far You would come. If ever I was lost, You said that all You feel for me was undying love, that You showed me to the C-R-OS-S…Forever, I will be with with You, be with You.

Saturday, June 19, 2010

Note from a box

Lord, help me to grow in love for You and in trust of Your care and concern. Teach me to pray "in Your name," according to Your character, and to rejoice in the answer You give me - yes, no, wait, grow - as a sign of Your fatherly love for us. -John Guest

Friday, March 26, 2010

Strengths Finder 2.0 (March 2010)

Activator
Chances are good that you routinely spark the enthusiasm of individuals. Your own job, studies, or life becomes much more exhilarating when you help others more fully experience their lives. Instinctively, you characteristically generate enthusiasm. You contend anything is possible. Your optimistic outlook helps people believe in their potential. You encourage individuals to forge ahead quickly. You challenge others to view major and minor assignments as opportunities to excel. Because of your strengths, you energize others so they feel enthusiastic about a position you have taken, a conclusion you have reached, or an innovative idea you have proposed. As soon as you resolve to do something, you typically announce, “Let’s get started right away. We can do this!” Driven by your talents, you reach conclusions by using reason. You evaluate all the facts to pinpoint what is and is not relevant. The mental rigor you demand of yourself prepares you to launch projects. By nature, you naturally gravitate to situations where you can be your true self. You feel life is wonderful when people listen as you share stories about your successes, failures, talents, limitations, hopes, or fears.

Maximizer
It’s very likely that you recognize your ability to involve different sorts of individuals in your life. Many people recall that you were the first person to welcome them with open arms, an open heart, or an open mind. Driven by your talents, you notice the unique traits that differentiate one person from everyone else. You have little patience with people who stereotype others into general categories. You prefer to describe individuals with specific and vivid details. No two people and no two lives are exactly the same, you contend. Watching people gives you much pleasure. It also provides you with lots of information others miss. By nature, you reflect upon your talents a lot. You probably dedicate less time to studying your limitations. You routinely make discoveries about your most powerful gifts. Sharpening these abilities is your path to excellence. You have found this is a healthy, exhilarating, fulfilling, and productive approach. You are likely to ignore advisers who urge you to concentrate your efforts on overcoming your flaws. Because of your strengths, you feel upbeat when you spend more time using your talents than fixing your limitations. You probably have noticed you progress faster and accomplish more when you give yourself permission to do what you do well. Chances are good that you combine your fascination for reading with your ability to figure out what sets individuals apart from everyone else. You are likely to discover things that interest someone. Then you read more about those topics. You aim to collect insights that can inspire the person to take advantage of his or her one-of-a-kind talents, knowledge, and/or skills.

Individualization
Chances are good that you are inclined to join teams, especially when you are asked to determine what makes each person special and unique. You have a knack for showing diverse individuals ways they can cooperate and collaborate with one another. By nature, you understand what makes each person unique. You also know how to take apart an object or trace the steps of a process. You combine your knowledge about people with your insights about the inner workings of things. This explains why you can help individuals with different talents, experiences, expertise, and skills find ways to cooperate with one another. It’s very likely that you can stand in a teammate’s emotional space to gain insights into what that person feels and/or thinks. You probably have a gift for looking at the world through someone else’s experiences. You frequently set aside your opinions, ideas, and/or past history to attune yourself to another human being’s condition. Because of your strengths, you often marvel at your ability to sense the feelings and perspectives of other people. You feel very good about yourself and life in general when you put aside your opinions, biases, or preferences. Your satisfaction probably comes from figuring out why someone behaves, feels, or thinks differently than you do. Driven by your talents, you easily identify with what others are thinking and feeling. You intuitively understand their hopes, fears, joys, and sorrows. This helps you consider things from each individual’s perspective.

Relator
It’s very likely that you realize life is good after you have shared your knowledge and skills with novice players, students, teammates, or associates. You probably are most gratified by individuals who want to improve personally or professionally. Chances are good that you realize each individual’s interests, background, motivations, desires, fears, and work style are different. You strive to honor everyone’s uniqueness and preferences. Understanding a person’s ambitions gives you insights into the type of support, training, experiences, partnerships, and nurturing he or she needs to thrive. By nature, you find it easier to befriend people when they tell you what they want to accomplish. Knowing that much, you probably read books, journals, newspapers, correspondence, or Internet sites to broaden your knowledge about their interests. When you can share information that helps people move closer to their goals, you understand each other better. Because of your strengths, you thoughtfully select your friends. You avoid rushing into relationships. Once you trust and care about someone, the individual probably seeks your counsel. Driven by your talents, you enjoy counseling friends when they turn to you for help, suggestions, opinions, or fresh perspectives. Usually you make discoveries and gain new insights each time you freely share your ideas, experiences, or feelings with your companions.

Connectedness
It’s very likely that you spontaneously think about the many ways you are linked to every person on the planet. This usually inspires you to include an interesting assortment of people in your life. You intentionally look for ties between yourself and family members, coworkers, friends, classmates, or teammates. Chances are good that you sense every event is somehow the consequence of a series of actions, reactions, or lack of actions. You can accept that which cannot be fully explained using logic. You say there are no accidents. You are confident that things are linked together for a purpose that may or may not be revealed to you. By nature, you have no doubts about being linked in some way with everything in the universe. This includes all creation and all humankind. Driven by your talents, you may convince certain people that a particular project or cause improves humankind’s quality of life. Occasionally you persuade them of the importance of protecting the planet’s resources for future generations. Perhaps you help people realize they can accomplish more good as a group than they can as individuals. Because of your strengths, you conclude that your life is more meaningful and you are happier when you can dedicate yourself to something of importance to humankind. It can be something simple rather than something grand. You sense your acts of kindness influence individuals to perform good deeds. You are likely to inspire generosity in many people.

Friday, February 5, 2010

Neither are your ways my ways

Things do not always turn out as we would have wanted them to. Often times, way too many times in fact, we ask, "why?" (and cover our ears for the answers). Would take time for us to "recover" (as if we had gone through a state worse than normal). Admittedly, for me, I face the difficulty of trusting. But ALWAYS, there comes a time when we begin to understand His purposes...far different from ours and far better. In fact, the best. - When nothing else pounds on your heart to speak but the words, "Thank You." He loved me first. He always has and always will! Now He asks me to lay all the mad, bad and anxious moments I have before Him. Yes, He will take them, and they'll be a goner! Thank You for loving me.

Friday, January 22, 2010

What we're looking for

Women. Created in God's image to desire beauty, adventure, and to be romanced. Sadly, many are led to think these can be found, experienced in its original sense, in the world. That is, through conformation to some media-driven image, contest to climb up the career ladder, and quest for a relationship that would fill the void inside their hearts.

Come to think of it, what we long for in this world usually isn't the one that brings peace and joy, happiness without trouble. It always has the ability to tug on the something-ain't-right doorbell in our hearts and minds.

Only in Him, in our relationship with God, can we find what we were created for. Only in Him is there no failure in finding when we start seeking (Him).